dear thief.

Dear heart thief,
 I dont love you anymore, not like I used to, and its your fault for letting me go, but its fine, the pain is my fault too, for staying this long.
Please know my heart beats faster for you. sometimes from the joy, sometimes from the ache. And I have been realizing for a while now, that lately it has been more often the hurting who visits me, hurt and lonliness, because you are never with me, and it feels as if you dont mind to be, and when you are, youre just a shell. Empy.
And I am afraid, let me add, afraid ill learn to live with that level of hollowness and become empty and shallow.
 That ill learn to mirror your gaze.
 I Am sorry im choosing my smile over love, I'm betraying everything cupid stands for, "the enduring for true love", Im sorry .maybe I didnt give you enough, or let you take enough from me, or was it that you already took everything you needed out of me?

 I hope our unfinished love story stays with you forever, either hunting you down or just making a statement, I really dont care. I just hope it finds a place to stay, to be, somewhere where its host isn't beaten, somewhere where the little beauty it still holds can be admired, looked, maybe even loved.
I will miss everything im giving up on, I will miss love, I will miss you, and I will miss the me I was with you, because I loved it, I just stopped loving what it was becoming. And I feel like I tried oh, so many times to make it right, but sometimes wishes just dont come true.

Maybe I will be able to love again, find out what went wrong and try and do it right, maybe again with you, maybe with someone else, but I wont give up on love, thats the only promise in can give you now. I wont give up on love. I love you, love. But its over.

                                                 
                                                                                          Yours truly, robbed.